Dixie-bike Pyrenees aspirations quickly fractured amidst a gruesome confluence of greasy chains and femural toddler struts. So with a blue sharpie, Liz made Hippocrates proud while eternally frustrating the bamboo lobby. I'd be back for the north-eastern salty batter in a decade and a half. That's the last time I shifted gears so drastically. Two paths diverged, one back home - one into the mountains overlooking home, and when all the pieces came together under that smelly plaster, I was heading toward the dizzy height.
I took an oversized atlas and a deep interest in B727's. It was like being domestically abused with a wrench. All that carefully-plopped iconography, memorizing all those odd names, the straightforward but tedious goals. I'll never neglect Suriname. South Africa is a flourishing treasure trove. Isn't aviation a trip! The development of a passionate, secondary temperament thus began. You can keep trains and dinosaurs and cars and television, just give me a map.
Human anatomy is like a map, java.util.treemaps are actually not like maps but that was fine because by then I had already mastered the Minicomputer 2000 which operated BASIC. The instruction manual for that sucker mapped out all the commands, gave them little symbols, and I memorized them like La Paz and Sucre. I have an amazing idea, I'll type every world country and capital into a device with 0kb memory and then make it interactive. "LOOK [0]! You can ask it 'what's the capital of Canada?'" No it's not Toronto, it's Ottawa. No I don't want another piece of raw ditalini. Of course I did my homework already.
But yellow jerseys would be bestowed throughout the process, so drain the pity from your heart. I had a million jerseys. Eddie Jones was my favorite because the Lakers just have cool colors, but I was a Penny guy through and through. So was [0], she's the one who picked me up (after I dropped my bat). [0] sped over (what I thought) were the streams of Jamaica Bay as the eerily black, orange-rimmed clouds exploded all around us. We were both crying, and I was wearing a little league Orioles jersey. Black and orange.
We went to the basement as if a tornado was coming or something. Flipped on the television, red-sans-serif ticker at the bottom of every channel. Clearly TWC was where we needed to be as [1] navigated the polar Conduits on either side of the Belt. Map overload...infantile nursing flashback through the precipitation of tears. When [1] got home, the warm-colored Doppler 2000 pixels were hard-coded into my soul (and Minicomputer 2000).
Under the subungal hematoma quilt, we bravely gathered on the second floor and watched the news media flicker on and off as intense lightning jolted our veins. Obviously obsessed with the anchors' poise, with the highly-detailed maps, and with the persistent ticker outlining geography that could be seen from a window of a 727 as it let down its landing gear and rattled my house between thunder claps - a map and media-loving computer scientist cuddled with his mom.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Sunday, July 2, 2006
Pinkseam
...and the Silver Bullet Band.
Follow my lead on this one, ok? We can arrange ourselves side by side, some on top of each other, some down below. Turn to the right. Turn to the right. Jump. Strap on your yellow cape and jump off a building onto the Avenue of Americas. $1.30 for a Sprite!? I'd pay much, much more for that.
The sky at night looms over the parkway with the digital facelift. That time doesn't count as much as I told you it would. I'd love to hear some divine pearls of wisdom from our new pastor, it's never by far. Bold red text is a tricky proposition, you can really pull it off or you can really pull [through]. There could be hail in the area, chip away tonight at the window. "What's the speed limit for deoxygenated blood? I think I have a violator in my body." Time doesn't matter when the parkway becomes my most important organ.
Recall the story of the Supreme Being who gave three of his subjects different fates. One subject was blessed with financial excess and a long life with many grandchildren. Another subject was given a Columbia-colored collar and an overwhelming desire to return to the green village with the murky crawlpipe to the Kingdom. The final subject was given long tan legs and a lecherous father who broke her mother's heart by refusing to be angry that the mother had cheated first. The magnanimous Watcher told the subjects, "take what I've given you and invest it in the world that [0] and [1] made for you (recursive stack trace, clearly), then return to me in twenty years and show me what you've done."
The first subject hired an accountant to concoct charitable works that would offset the taxes on his fate's interest. He wound up squandering his fate on cocaine and aesthetically-pleasing sweatsuits. The second subject learned many trades and put up a corkboard in his garage on which he hung his trades each night before he went to bed. The great care he took organizing his trades at night earned him national acclaim. He created electronic aliases to his talents so he could lock them away in that celebrity garage. Unfortunately it was fated that he misread the network protocol configuration on his talent retrieval PDA and eventually lose connection with his talents and return to his green village in shame. The third subject never had many opportunities to alter her fate negatively, so she just persisted with the nobility instilled in her just after she was delivered by an angel disguised as a nurse. This worked out for the third subject, and when she returned to the Great Director her every wish was granted except the one about true love.
It's odd, Missy.
Follow my lead on this one, ok? We can arrange ourselves side by side, some on top of each other, some down below. Turn to the right. Turn to the right. Jump. Strap on your yellow cape and jump off a building onto the Avenue of Americas. $1.30 for a Sprite!? I'd pay much, much more for that.
The sky at night looms over the parkway with the digital facelift. That time doesn't count as much as I told you it would. I'd love to hear some divine pearls of wisdom from our new pastor, it's never by far. Bold red text is a tricky proposition, you can really pull it off or you can really pull [through]. There could be hail in the area, chip away tonight at the window. "What's the speed limit for deoxygenated blood? I think I have a violator in my body." Time doesn't matter when the parkway becomes my most important organ.
Recall the story of the Supreme Being who gave three of his subjects different fates. One subject was blessed with financial excess and a long life with many grandchildren. Another subject was given a Columbia-colored collar and an overwhelming desire to return to the green village with the murky crawlpipe to the Kingdom. The final subject was given long tan legs and a lecherous father who broke her mother's heart by refusing to be angry that the mother had cheated first. The magnanimous Watcher told the subjects, "take what I've given you and invest it in the world that [0] and [1] made for you (recursive stack trace, clearly), then return to me in twenty years and show me what you've done."
The first subject hired an accountant to concoct charitable works that would offset the taxes on his fate's interest. He wound up squandering his fate on cocaine and aesthetically-pleasing sweatsuits. The second subject learned many trades and put up a corkboard in his garage on which he hung his trades each night before he went to bed. The great care he took organizing his trades at night earned him national acclaim. He created electronic aliases to his talents so he could lock them away in that celebrity garage. Unfortunately it was fated that he misread the network protocol configuration on his talent retrieval PDA and eventually lose connection with his talents and return to his green village in shame. The third subject never had many opportunities to alter her fate negatively, so she just persisted with the nobility instilled in her just after she was delivered by an angel disguised as a nurse. This worked out for the third subject, and when she returned to the Great Director her every wish was granted except the one about true love.
It's odd, Missy.
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Metacarpal Corridor
Just do "Fidel" and "Andalusia," the rest suck.
I hold you up to the unfiltered light billowing through the canyon, and life leaves your pathetic body and you shrivel. Oh, the endless torture I endure by the folds of your limbless body. Is everything connected? Can I get a verification on the connection status? Can I get some lubrication or something? A stimulant...a stimulant Fatima, dixie cup drinking. Bladder control has always been my forte. Will I stay or will I go? It's not will. It's just not. They blame it on anxiety. I blame it on the connection. So let's go to the metacarpal corridor and consult the figures...
On the golden goddess of Sicily...I want you, I will always want you. Those gorgeous hands. I'll go under. You can go under. I will tumble down a marble staircase for you golden goddess, I will crash through a poorly planted green plastic fence, I will roll through twigs and syringes, I will dodge 6 sets of infrequent automobile traffic, and I will swim to New Jersey for you, because after all, you edited the New York Monthly! They've given you a farm animal, I will give you a pathetic massage, for my hands are downright insignificant compared to yours, golden goddess.
On the yellow femured Georgian...You disgrace my favorite color but you are closest to my heart, and certainly my head. Faint dewdrop spinster. Delicate toetip icepick snarestone. Reeeeacccccoowwwww.
On the red sweatered South African...My senior column in Spectator is likely going to be about bleeding-heart liberals, and how I have (finally) figured out who to hate. Honey, consider it done. I've been wondering for a long time now, when you turn your back to me, are you masterbating?
On the bluebooted Sikh...tiny, tiny, I can't pronounce that, I guess you don't either. Ambition. Ambition. La la la...boy I've added so much by attatching the ethnicities. I like can't write about him now. Or is it a she? The figure seems to possess, in the words of...nah. From this vantage point, my perspective is skewed. I can't help. On me. Ambition. I'm done. Watch what I do with the next figure.
On the blue reptilian ostrich...Sneaky sneaky sneaky. A moan. A cry! A little device. Smoke on the water against the stench of horse excrement. Makin' movies like ferris wheel-starved children - it's perfect! Pound. Arena of my birth, right at centercourt, there i was, naked as the day I was naked in Maine under the white sheets with the flimsily locked door. I'll be fine, you won't! I slither like bawls, skinny little lizard-layered testicles, they are baaaaaaloooooooo.
On the small white ball casting a shadow the length of my torso...I am in sync. ha. Don't forget to pack() when you're done with that project Don Abuelito Sanchez. I can't resist 0 I just think about those days constantly, hearing my number called, running out to centercourt, grabbing the ball and going in for a finger-roll layup. Offsides hike! Offsides hike! They hold you up. to. the awe. some. show. here. now. watch the unfiltered billowing light smother you.
On Oscar...Fidel, I love you. You have taught me so much. I'm not talking about an ordinary man. People like him come along as frequently as do ice ages. He lives across the street from Aqueduct Racetrack in South Ozone Park, my hometown. He taught me how a human can possess 7 of Benjamin Franklin's virtues. He taught me how a corkboard can be the coolest looking thing in a garage. He taught me that barbecuing doesn't have to be a fucking Broadway production, and that sausage can be made from animals besides pork. He liked baby-back ribs, but I never got into them. It's because you have to use your hands and I don't like getting messy, and he showed me why saying stuff like that disgusts him. He made me self-conscious of my inadequacies, but he showed me how to fucking strut my stuff when I hit a conversation stride. He taught me how to hit a golf ball, he taught me compassion and how to be a fucking nasty dickhead. He taught me anger and he taught me to love people who love things. Fidel, if you read this, call me. 516-375-0272. ok? I love you, you were my first mentor, and I will weep endlessly at your funeral. Nick and Chris, you guys are so lucky. Also Fidel and I share the same birthday.
On Rebecca Romijn in X-Men...as the clouds sweep between us I take Mother Nature's broomstick, and ... (never before has CHCG seen such a bad train of thought).
On the purple centurion who didn't believe like Nicodemus...I admired his defiance, he continued to persecute people that pissed him off. The purple centurion ambled toward his wife in the charred meadow and they made love during the break between peacetime tollbooth guard. STOMP goes the ladybug, little red, bug blood and yellow-green oozy insides.
On the fertile cranium of the gravedigger...chop the ends of the branches off occasionally to ensure proper, evenly distributed growth. I believe the word they use nowadays is 'prune,' but i definitely could be mistaken. You have about 1000 angstroms to work with once you pass infrared light on the electromagnetic spectrum, and let me tell you, the gravedigger has done a fantastic job. He seems to have perfectly groomed some Arizona birch bark with vibrant green Shikoku leaves (an extra 500 angstroms, give or take). Oh, what a rogue and peasant slave am I!
On Bob Barker's soul...how much? The midas touch. Warning. Caution. If you smoke with me, Daddy, I'll make it worth your while, your eternal while the cameras stopped shooting, I caressed your forearm. I turned it...INTO GOLD!
On the terraces of Andalusia...I realized, repetition in small detail intrigues many people, but it doesn't just intrigue them, it completely stifles their intellectual growth. It has for me, anyway. I call it the "enchilada effect." (Mexico City 1900s -->Granada 1400s is way too much of a stretch so don't even go there.) You get a plate, the whole enchilada, if you will. You love all the shit in there but you just can't eat it because there's SO MANY little glorious components to digest. It's 10% zoom on a spreadsheet, ya know? It's sustainable development (without Sachs). It's the lower-class' mudejar ceiling. It's Brother Cajeb's Babylon, and his sister's bloodstains on Daddy's new tie, illuminated by FoxNews coverage of the "heightening insurgency" in Afghanistan.
On the disbelief of a Steve Williams centaur wearing golden pants that accentuate its ass, a blood-red velvet jacket, and a Fossil watch... (secret words never to be printed).
I see a wedding, and apparently it's human. From a tower a sniper protects the groom and bride. She is beautiful, unimaginably beautiful, and she is mine (unless a bullet from the sniper's muzzle hits the jump rope she'll swing during the ceremony). Or, I am still a lifeless sack of shit who can't afford a doctor. I'll check the connection one more time, but don't get your hopes up.
I hold you up to the unfiltered light billowing through the canyon, and life leaves your pathetic body and you shrivel. Oh, the endless torture I endure by the folds of your limbless body. Is everything connected? Can I get a verification on the connection status? Can I get some lubrication or something? A stimulant...a stimulant Fatima, dixie cup drinking. Bladder control has always been my forte. Will I stay or will I go? It's not will. It's just not. They blame it on anxiety. I blame it on the connection. So let's go to the metacarpal corridor and consult the figures...
On the golden goddess of Sicily...I want you, I will always want you. Those gorgeous hands. I'll go under. You can go under. I will tumble down a marble staircase for you golden goddess, I will crash through a poorly planted green plastic fence, I will roll through twigs and syringes, I will dodge 6 sets of infrequent automobile traffic, and I will swim to New Jersey for you, because after all, you edited the New York Monthly! They've given you a farm animal, I will give you a pathetic massage, for my hands are downright insignificant compared to yours, golden goddess.
On the yellow femured Georgian...You disgrace my favorite color but you are closest to my heart, and certainly my head. Faint dewdrop spinster. Delicate toetip icepick snarestone. Reeeeacccccoowwwww.
On the red sweatered South African...My senior column in Spectator is likely going to be about bleeding-heart liberals, and how I have (finally) figured out who to hate. Honey, consider it done. I've been wondering for a long time now, when you turn your back to me, are you masterbating?
On the bluebooted Sikh...tiny, tiny, I can't pronounce that, I guess you don't either. Ambition. Ambition. La la la...boy I've added so much by attatching the ethnicities. I like can't write about him now. Or is it a she? The figure seems to possess, in the words of...nah. From this vantage point, my perspective is skewed. I can't help. On me. Ambition. I'm done. Watch what I do with the next figure.
On the blue reptilian ostrich...Sneaky sneaky sneaky. A moan. A cry! A little device. Smoke on the water against the stench of horse excrement. Makin' movies like ferris wheel-starved children - it's perfect! Pound. Arena of my birth, right at centercourt, there i was, naked as the day I was naked in Maine under the white sheets with the flimsily locked door. I'll be fine, you won't! I slither like bawls, skinny little lizard-layered testicles, they are baaaaaaloooooooo.
On the small white ball casting a shadow the length of my torso...I am in sync. ha. Don't forget to pack() when you're done with that project Don Abuelito Sanchez. I can't resist 0 I just think about those days constantly, hearing my number called, running out to centercourt, grabbing the ball and going in for a finger-roll layup. Offsides hike! Offsides hike! They hold you up. to. the awe. some. show. here. now. watch the unfiltered billowing light smother you.
On Oscar...Fidel, I love you. You have taught me so much. I'm not talking about an ordinary man. People like him come along as frequently as do ice ages. He lives across the street from Aqueduct Racetrack in South Ozone Park, my hometown. He taught me how a human can possess 7 of Benjamin Franklin's virtues. He taught me how a corkboard can be the coolest looking thing in a garage. He taught me that barbecuing doesn't have to be a fucking Broadway production, and that sausage can be made from animals besides pork. He liked baby-back ribs, but I never got into them. It's because you have to use your hands and I don't like getting messy, and he showed me why saying stuff like that disgusts him. He made me self-conscious of my inadequacies, but he showed me how to fucking strut my stuff when I hit a conversation stride. He taught me how to hit a golf ball, he taught me compassion and how to be a fucking nasty dickhead. He taught me anger and he taught me to love people who love things. Fidel, if you read this, call me. 516-375-0272. ok? I love you, you were my first mentor, and I will weep endlessly at your funeral. Nick and Chris, you guys are so lucky. Also Fidel and I share the same birthday.
On Rebecca Romijn in X-Men...as the clouds sweep between us I take Mother Nature's broomstick, and ... (never before has CHCG seen such a bad train of thought).
On the purple centurion who didn't believe like Nicodemus...I admired his defiance, he continued to persecute people that pissed him off. The purple centurion ambled toward his wife in the charred meadow and they made love during the break between peacetime tollbooth guard. STOMP goes the ladybug, little red, bug blood and yellow-green oozy insides.
On the fertile cranium of the gravedigger...chop the ends of the branches off occasionally to ensure proper, evenly distributed growth. I believe the word they use nowadays is 'prune,' but i definitely could be mistaken. You have about 1000 angstroms to work with once you pass infrared light on the electromagnetic spectrum, and let me tell you, the gravedigger has done a fantastic job. He seems to have perfectly groomed some Arizona birch bark with vibrant green Shikoku leaves (an extra 500 angstroms, give or take). Oh, what a rogue and peasant slave am I!
On Bob Barker's soul...how much? The midas touch. Warning. Caution. If you smoke with me, Daddy, I'll make it worth your while, your eternal while the cameras stopped shooting, I caressed your forearm. I turned it...INTO GOLD!
On the terraces of Andalusia...I realized, repetition in small detail intrigues many people, but it doesn't just intrigue them, it completely stifles their intellectual growth. It has for me, anyway. I call it the "enchilada effect." (Mexico City 1900s -->Granada 1400s is way too much of a stretch so don't even go there.) You get a plate, the whole enchilada, if you will. You love all the shit in there but you just can't eat it because there's SO MANY little glorious components to digest. It's 10% zoom on a spreadsheet, ya know? It's sustainable development (without Sachs). It's the lower-class' mudejar ceiling. It's Brother Cajeb's Babylon, and his sister's bloodstains on Daddy's new tie, illuminated by FoxNews coverage of the "heightening insurgency" in Afghanistan.
On the disbelief of a Steve Williams centaur wearing golden pants that accentuate its ass, a blood-red velvet jacket, and a Fossil watch... (secret words never to be printed)
I see a wedding, and apparently it's human. From a tower a sniper protects the groom and bride. She is beautiful, unimaginably beautiful, and she is mine (unless a bullet from the sniper's muzzle hits the jump rope she'll swing during the ceremony). Or, I am still a lifeless sack of shit who can't afford a doctor. I'll check the connection one more time, but don't get your hopes up.
Sunday, May 7, 2006
Sunspotty
I flattened my baby eyeballs against the veiny beige plastic window of the DC-9. I owned that ball of holy light, especially at that altitude, and Alice was gonna hear about it from me. They told me it would be the Pacific coast, they said it throughout the entire screenplay, and all we get are US Virgin Islands? There's a big red sky...in my raging eyes, light it up, light it up. It builds, the tension, it builds...Whooaaaaaooow, does that quite capture it? Did that crystallize it? How many K's? How many K's before I give up on this whole K-thing. $200 to a good cause, the signs warn. They say, don't give money to panhandlers, be skeptical! That just gets you closer to the sun, inscribed on a belly, of a woman, who used to be pregnant. There was a much greater distance between my Mickey Mouse ears over in MCO and my arrogance here 2.6 km SW of LGA. Take home, take home, via solaris majoris exhalus. Budweiser. Eeeeeesshhh. I knew the cue, and I missed it on purpose. These days, when I'm done, the red, raging eyes. The red, bloody son.
The clouds have obstructed my view of the sun occasionally, but I've always known it's there. Like a little boy. Snare, snare, snare, snare - (staccato). I've always been a fan of the 'favor+de' construction. And now we pause for station identification.
Hi, I'm 23rd and Broadway, I've been um, here for....I don't know, about 90 years, yeah. People don't realize how close I am to Park Avenue, yeah, I mean, I'm a good station, lots of action winter 2002, since I've been as pure as a saint. And we're back...
The taller I stand the closer I get to that holy light, and when I don't do it with the right caution, it burns. Hey, at least it still burns right? Some people's heads stay above the clouds more than others, and I reckon they're fucked. Tempting. They're charred. Oh man, you didn't. They've put their brains in the world's furnaces and they come out looking like cooked lambs. Forced the Blake there, everyone missed your point. You could argue that we're between pigmentation or plain egotism, excuse me, are you kidding me? But near the sun those two things are the same thing. Scratches head. I'd rather know what I knew back then even earlier, because it's way more cloudy in Western Europe than in Texas. You again! In another life. In another life! I got another life!
[15] is set to light the ground. In thirty years I'll climb my remote Splash Mountain atop Kilamanjaro. Our children will watch with sable eyes from the clouds. A tremor will seize me as I gaze, but my skin will endure, and my good blood will keep pumping. So let me get this straight, William Steven Matthews - didn't work, again. That's what I gain from marveling at the summit all these years. I'm thinkin' George Seurat, even today. How do you do? I'm overwhelmed.
Here we have a completely naked post, devoid of Hamiltonian pathways, injected with A Dream and [How He Saved] St. Michael. - Hamiltonian pathways added 5/10/06.
The clouds have obstructed my view of the sun occasionally, but I've always known it's there. Like a little boy. Snare, snare, snare, snare - (staccato). I've always been a fan of the 'favor+de' construction. And now we pause for station identification.
Hi, I'm 23rd and Broadway, I've been um, here for....I don't know, about 90 years, yeah. People don't realize how close I am to Park Avenue, yeah, I mean, I'm a good station, lots of action winter 2002, since I've been as pure as a saint. And we're back...
The taller I stand the closer I get to that holy light, and when I don't do it with the right caution, it burns. Hey, at least it still burns right? Some people's heads stay above the clouds more than others, and I reckon they're fucked. Tempting. They're charred. Oh man, you didn't. They've put their brains in the world's furnaces and they come out looking like cooked lambs. Forced the Blake there, everyone missed your point. You could argue that we're between pigmentation or plain egotism, excuse me, are you kidding me? But near the sun those two things are the same thing. Scratches head. I'd rather know what I knew back then even earlier, because it's way more cloudy in Western Europe than in Texas. You again! In another life. In another life! I got another life!
[15] is set to light the ground. In thirty years I'll climb my remote Splash Mountain atop Kilamanjaro. Our children will watch with sable eyes from the clouds. A tremor will seize me as I gaze, but my skin will endure, and my good blood will keep pumping. So let me get this straight, William Steven Matthews - didn't work, again. That's what I gain from marveling at the summit all these years. I'm thinkin' George Seurat, even today. How do you do? I'm overwhelmed.
Here we have a completely naked post, devoid of Hamiltonian pathways, injected with A Dream and [How He Saved] St. Michael. - Hamiltonian pathways added 5/10/06.
Friday, April 21, 2006
Tree Halo
Each leaf in my schematic has been thoroughly photosynthesized. Red coursing commencement traversal, it's blood, let's face it. It's blood. (Type) Oh shit. B&A! No one gets it. Too much time. Anyway I don't want to get all economological (even though I'm surrounded by girls on the pill) and shit, but seriously, the branches get shorter as they extend from the root, and at the root we have a cause. The cause doesn't have to be environmental but I think it works here especially well, given the 3.333 (bar) tree.
The old man knows what I'm talking about, he's been here since the tree got itself up from the Piazza di Porta Capena and moved across the Circo Massimo to that little nook where Via S. Gregorio bends magnetic north (erection).
Circo Massimo.
Mothers massage the limbs. It's blood. Crooked blue to red in the leaf veins. Let's discuss the specifics of the golden halo around each leaf, pretty pretty please. The grades, the doors, lay down. It was a track, there was a chalice, there was Nero! The thick Augustinian air surrounds white marble tourists. Powerwash the marble and autopop the gold plating. Get in line! Get. Set. Vertex. Return. Compare. Retrieve. Perceive. It rains there, no more.
I like when girls where white tank tops. I like when they're leaves with golden halos. I really love it when the gold glows bright bold yellow, and when the old man burnt little nubs of white marble onto roots, predicting their weightless brilliance. Those are the breathtaking ones. There's not even a semblance of frequency/amplitude modulation on that magnetic tape. Back then it was about corrugated speechless devices.
Green village.
Back, back, back...It's blood, or is it chloroform? I need to meet the rest of my leaves. Hopefully one of them will be wearing a white tank top and be bold-gold halo'd. Clean and concise on average, never oppressive. Don't tell me to protect the leaves, stick to tangible global issues or you will lose your halo. You'll lose your halo if you're too pointy. Your halo will tarnish if you don't follow the old man's marble engraving.
The old man knows what I'm talking about, he's been here since the tree got itself up from the Piazza di Porta Capena and moved across the Circo Massimo to that little nook where Via S. Gregorio bends magnetic north (erection).
Circo Massimo.
Mothers massage the limbs. It's blood. Crooked blue to red in the leaf veins. Let's discuss the specifics of the golden halo around each leaf, pretty pretty please. The grades, the doors, lay down. It was a track, there was a chalice, there was Nero! The thick Augustinian air surrounds white marble tourists. Powerwash the marble and autopop the gold plating. Get in line! Get. Set. Vertex. Return. Compare. Retrieve. Perceive. It rains there, no more.
I like when girls where white tank tops. I like when they're leaves with golden halos. I really love it when the gold glows bright bold yellow, and when the old man burnt little nubs of white marble onto roots, predicting their weightless brilliance. Those are the breathtaking ones. There's not even a semblance of frequency/amplitude modulation on that magnetic tape. Back then it was about corrugated speechless devices.
Green village.
Back, back, back...It's blood, or is it chloroform? I need to meet the rest of my leaves. Hopefully one of them will be wearing a white tank top and be bold-gold halo'd. Clean and concise on average, never oppressive. Don't tell me to protect the leaves, stick to tangible global issues or you will lose your halo. You'll lose your halo if you're too pointy. Your halo will tarnish if you don't follow the old man's marble engraving.
Sunday, April 16, 2006
The Life of ICam Picorniviridae
Out in the open against the frontier he stood, a bold, newly formed man. Over his shoulder and across his back rested a gunny sack from St. Mark's. Placed carefully in the leather bag was one of those white medic kits with the snake logo thing. Talk about arbitrary! The next thing for Cameron to do was inch closer to the edge of the cliff d'Avignon, blow his rhis, and stop. He remembered his childhood, sitting in the middle of the second row (his instructor was a contrarian through and through), being admonished, "Cameron P., take your fingers out of your mouth!" Cameron knew he'd get his revenge, like Eddie Adams, but not in the same way. Cam waited for the day when all the lights would be off and he could shine all alone. What a guy! Not particularly skilled at arithmetic (he didn't need to be), he left himself alone for most of the days, sucking on his finger or blowing his then-deformed rhis.
Cameron hated obnoxious displays of homosexuality. He wasn't a homophobe he just didn't want to participate in those over-the-top liberal activities. Cam may have been gay himself, frankly, but that wasn't the point. You can be a cool cat, a well-respected guy, and a true rock star without asking people to bring flavored condoms and a hidden talent to a courtyard at midnight. Cameron was a cool cat, let's get that straight.
The children of the current generation were plagued by television, it single-handedly disseminated intelligence, and did so as unevenly as Cameron's outer membrane before he jumped off that cliff. For the next generation, portable devices will be equally dangerous. The intelligent child will be the one who follows a very specific regimen of traditional and synthetically-devised overnourishment. Imagine the two paths that confronted you as a child. There was the tube and there was the novel. In the future, there will be faux-enriching programming at every turn, but the television won't be the only instrument of destruction. We love to exaggerate and we love to stuff conduits of information until angioplasty. That software is like LDLc for your child's brain.
The leaders of tomorrow's tomorrow, on the other hand, will go on pre-school visits as infants, and the slightly-older tour guides will crawl backwards and abashedly request, "pwease say stop if my swipper gets stuck on the cornah." They will score in the .7-.9 range (even in the future, new standardized tests will come up with ridiculous scoring scales that will be as commonly known in upper-class households as the login/password for Select.com) on their VYAATs, and they will know how to integrate in three planes. They will know about television, but will scoff at it. Their parents will teach them that little [2] and [2.5] will not be very successful because all they do is sit around all day and submit to faux-enriching programming. But they'll also have manners, gargantuan-sized manners. They'll have traveled the world and seen all the artwork that their bedroom's curator had selected for them five days a week (on the other two days, the children will have pulled all-nighters studying foreign languages).
It's like a tight-rope walk with these chosen children. There's a net for all you Saltimbanques out there, there's a glorious, tightly-bound safety net. Clearly there's no way to get back up to the tight-rope if you fall, but if you walk it long enough the cheers from the crowd will probably last close to your life expectancy anyway. Beneath the net are all the generation-behind people. In America we call them the lower class. Moving from beneath the net to the tight rope would be as easy as running at full speed for 10 years then jumping onto a trampoline, hurdling towards the rope, landing it on two feet, and keeping your balance. In America we call this the athletic scholarship.
Cameron jumped off the--frailty! seething powers say, "Across the chasm in the darkness there's a small bright light, in the ocean, it's gone, it's gone." Then I fell asleep. Strung-high in the fern-pillowed cure. Dynastic power shift cycle, cycle, cycle, lemming! You're a lemming, Cameron is a lemming. Across the chasm in the darkness there's a small bright light, in the ocean, it's gone, it's gone. Flinch, flinch, frailty! Hey wouldn't it be cool if we just, "wheeeeee!" or if we pivoted, blindfolded, and, "wheeeeee!" or if we fell backwards in the head-first ice. Droves, seething in the darkness. I am gone. "Wheeeeeeee! suicide!" It's not in, it's not out, it's across the chasm in the darkness. See my identification and believe what I say, or what the plastic says, I mean if you don't that's fine but next time I come here I'm going to strap a bomb to my ass and take you down. Not up, not across the chasm in the darkness. We're going downtown, shuffling, like an American girl. Oh no! You forgot the stanza, you forgot everything it was the best I promise we'll go to Asia. I promise we'll go as long as I get to stand on the triangularized cliff and stop, blow my rhis, and take it all in, in to my gunny sack that I got at St. Mark's place. It's epic and it's not going to stop. I'm going to walk that tight rope, I'm going to work out and gain the strength to walk on it. See when I was falling to the safety net, I hung on to the rope with both my legs. They are the strongest part of my body. I shook that rope a little didn't I? Yeah all the other cruisers with the good balance got a little fucked up when I fell but hung on. That rope is mine.
When Cameron's body impaled itself on the sceptor, he turned around and realized that his pale purple ass was indeed exposed to the bronze statue, and he giggled softly. The authorities attempted to draw a chalk outline but it's difficult in three planes, it's difficult because he had his fingers in his mouth, and it's difficult because the last time Cameron had anything to eat was in nought-five. The sun had set a long long time ago and the moon was brand new. Cameron was all alone on that sceptor, and he was shining.
Cameron hated obnoxious displays of homosexuality. He wasn't a homophobe he just didn't want to participate in those over-the-top liberal activities. Cam may have been gay himself, frankly, but that wasn't the point. You can be a cool cat, a well-respected guy, and a true rock star without asking people to bring flavored condoms and a hidden talent to a courtyard at midnight. Cameron was a cool cat, let's get that straight.
The children of the current generation were plagued by television, it single-handedly disseminated intelligence, and did so as unevenly as Cameron's outer membrane before he jumped off that cliff. For the next generation, portable devices will be equally dangerous. The intelligent child will be the one who follows a very specific regimen of traditional and synthetically-devised overnourishment. Imagine the two paths that confronted you as a child. There was the tube and there was the novel. In the future, there will be faux-enriching programming at every turn, but the television won't be the only instrument of destruction. We love to exaggerate and we love to stuff conduits of information until angioplasty. That software is like LDLc for your child's brain.
The leaders of tomorrow's tomorrow, on the other hand, will go on pre-school visits as infants, and the slightly-older tour guides will crawl backwards and abashedly request, "pwease say stop if my swipper gets stuck on the cornah." They will score in the .7-.9 range (even in the future, new standardized tests will come up with ridiculous scoring scales that will be as commonly known in upper-class households as the login/password for Select.com) on their VYAATs, and they will know how to integrate in three planes. They will know about television, but will scoff at it. Their parents will teach them that little [2] and [2.5] will not be very successful because all they do is sit around all day and submit to faux-enriching programming. But they'll also have manners, gargantuan-sized manners. They'll have traveled the world and seen all the artwork that their bedroom's curator had selected for them five days a week (on the other two days, the children will have pulled all-nighters studying foreign languages).
It's like a tight-rope walk with these chosen children. There's a net for all you Saltimbanques out there, there's a glorious, tightly-bound safety net. Clearly there's no way to get back up to the tight-rope if you fall, but if you walk it long enough the cheers from the crowd will probably last close to your life expectancy anyway. Beneath the net are all the generation-behind people. In America we call them the lower class. Moving from beneath the net to the tight rope would be as easy as running at full speed for 10 years then jumping onto a trampoline, hurdling towards the rope, landing it on two feet, and keeping your balance. In America we call this the athletic scholarship.
Cameron jumped off the--frailty! seething powers say, "Across the chasm in the darkness there's a small bright light, in the ocean, it's gone, it's gone." Then I fell asleep. Strung-high in the fern-pillowed cure. Dynastic power shift cycle, cycle, cycle, lemming! You're a lemming, Cameron is a lemming. Across the chasm in the darkness there's a small bright light, in the ocean, it's gone, it's gone. Flinch, flinch, frailty! Hey wouldn't it be cool if we just, "wheeeeee!" or if we pivoted, blindfolded, and, "wheeeeee!" or if we fell backwards in the head-first ice. Droves, seething in the darkness. I am gone. "Wheeeeeeee! suicide!" It's not in, it's not out, it's across the chasm in the darkness. See my identification and believe what I say, or what the plastic says, I mean if you don't that's fine but next time I come here I'm going to strap a bomb to my ass and take you down. Not up, not across the chasm in the darkness. We're going downtown, shuffling, like an American girl. Oh no! You forgot the stanza, you forgot everything it was the best I promise we'll go to Asia. I promise we'll go as long as I get to stand on the triangularized cliff and stop, blow my rhis, and take it all in, in to my gunny sack that I got at St. Mark's place. It's epic and it's not going to stop. I'm going to walk that tight rope, I'm going to work out and gain the strength to walk on it. See when I was falling to the safety net, I hung on to the rope with both my legs. They are the strongest part of my body. I shook that rope a little didn't I? Yeah all the other cruisers with the good balance got a little fucked up when I fell but hung on. That rope is mine.
When Cameron's body impaled itself on the sceptor, he turned around and realized that his pale purple ass was indeed exposed to the bronze statue, and he giggled softly. The authorities attempted to draw a chalk outline but it's difficult in three planes, it's difficult because he had his fingers in his mouth, and it's difficult because the last time Cameron had anything to eat was in nought-five. The sun had set a long long time ago and the moon was brand new. Cameron was all alone on that sceptor, and he was shining.
Monday, March 6, 2006
Jones Blue Soda
It seems the best way to prevent a bubble from bursting is by stroking its fragile edges as it inflates. Everyone remembers being like five years old and correcting ill-advised sticker placement. You know, you scrape at one of the corners (clearly circular stickers are more difficult) until enough adhesive is disturbed, providing a brief, crucial opportunity for the index finger to slide underneath Spiderman's foot and making room for the thumbgrip. Once you get that thumb involved, you know you can't just rip poor Spidey off the surface, you need to do it slowly, intensely, passionately. You knew if you didn't slow down in the right spots you'd get skid marks - and project would be over (or not really over because later in life you learn that those little razors work wonders, as does repetitively patting leftovers with additional adhesive.)
Anyway if this same care isn't taken in foreshadowing the burst of a bubble, in magazine cover stories, talking head ramblings, intranet video feeds, and low-level discussion circles, you will leave skid marks. You will get exactly what you've feared.
And unlike Who Wants to be a Millionaire?, you only need this one level of reverse rationalization to successfully prevent a bubble-burst. Now, if you half-ass it, if you don't give it prominent placement, if you don't whisper sweet Counting Crows lyrics to the bubble as you're calming it down, harnessing its growth, massaging its imperfections - it'll still pop and you will have wasted your time outside the bubble.
So either get your ass inside the bubble and hope someone else takes care of the aforementioned duties long enough for your survival, or be proactive and care for that shit - because the government devotes $80 billion a year to bubbleblowing.
Anyway if this same care isn't taken in foreshadowing the burst of a bubble, in magazine cover stories, talking head ramblings, intranet video feeds, and low-level discussion circles, you will leave skid marks. You will get exactly what you've feared.
And unlike Who Wants to be a Millionaire?, you only need this one level of reverse rationalization to successfully prevent a bubble-burst. Now, if you half-ass it, if you don't give it prominent placement, if you don't whisper sweet Counting Crows lyrics to the bubble as you're calming it down, harnessing its growth, massaging its imperfections - it'll still pop and you will have wasted your time outside the bubble.
So either get your ass inside the bubble and hope someone else takes care of the aforementioned duties long enough for your survival, or be proactive and care for that shit - because the government devotes $80 billion a year to bubbleblowing.
Monday, February 20, 2006
Nasty Yellow Fluid
Clearly the next generation of video game control will be peeing into a brown box to power a small plane, and you obviously can’t have sex if you really, really have to pee. So I had to stop, get dressed, and take a walk to the hall’s bathroom (which looked like a saloon from a Western). As I was gone I could see [16.7] and [13.2] walk into my room wearing giant blue shirts. Ugh, I knew I shouldn’t have left because they’d come in and they’d fuck around with things in my room. I was so protective of that tower. [13.2] almost immediately broke the second cell and there were these tubular yellow fixtures that for whatever reason reminded me of the little green balls in The Rock (like, why?). But I mean I wasn’t there for all of that—I couldn’t be because I was in the saloon bathroom thing.
I um, clicked, “SPECIFY PATH” and then I just got this little green plane, I’m talking 9/11 air traffic control radar thing. Oh by the way my bladder wasn’t quite “good to go” yet, but that whole tall flat urinal thing wasn’t working so I moved over to little brown box trough urinals (made of the same dark brown wood that the entire saloon was made of). So it’s like a trough, right, with little square holes that had ramps which led down to a black hole reservoir of urine. They had little magazine pictures of men or women inserted into squares that came out of the back of the trough squares. Ok that made no sense. You have to get this. There’s a trough, it’s made of dark brown wood. It’s divided into little squares by narrows pieces of wood, and in each square there are ramps which lead to a drain. I first lined up against one that had some woman fashion model in the glass pane the stood upright behind each sqaure. I shifted to the end of the trough where there was a guy magazine cut out. Right so the gendered cutouts just meant who should be using each box.
The plane’s actual path was directed by something I can’t identify, but it could only “stay in the air” if it had enough fuel. So the little green plane whizzed around the coast of the United States and would sometimes, ok it was going counter clockwise because LGA 4R points northeast and the approach only makes sense that way (to a novice like me). It would sometimes make a grossly wide turn around the
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Sunny London Handshakes
I don't know where it was but I kept thinking Europe, it was definitely somewhere that I needed to change my currency. So I'm walking around alone, and I guess it looked alot like Epcot, but the streets were curvilinear and the doors had these weird baskets in front of them. I went into one of the apartments with the intention of seeing [18] but all the doors in the hall were locked. The hall was also definitely made of white-ish marble. Anyway I didn't seem to mind because I just walked around outside again, it was a beautiful, sunny day. I reached this path that led upwards and I could tell it was a park because the closest buildings ahead of me were set really far back. When I got to the ground level of the park there were these enormous, highly detailed vehicles speeding all over a giant lawn. For some reason I called them "wave-runners" because they all had like ocean names. There was this little one that I called "sting ray" because it looked like a sting ray but also because it was easy to dodge it when it came because it kept the same trajectory all the way across the lawn. And yes, you had to dodge each of these vehicle/creature things as if they were waves. Only, if you got hit by any of them it really hurt. I started off doing pretty well but I somehow go into a crouched position and it was harder to move around and then I started getting hit the by the sides of these gigantic machines. Especially the "Queen Mary" - which was like the biggest one. It kept coming. Eventually it started running over my entire body and I was like badly bruised and hurting. I stood up and got hit head-on by one of the "sting rays." I decided to leave, and everything looked the same leaving as it had going. It was still sunny, it was still this foreign city. I passed through the revolving doors of this bowling alley whose logo had three pins. The place was painted almost entirely in yellow, and I really only got to be in the lobby of the place, which straddled two streets. So I could walk in the revolving doors off of one street, and when I passed through into the lobby, there was another revolving door that led onto the next street. Sunlight was pouring into this place and the yellow was really vibrant. The logo with the three pins was also really prominent. I kept thinking, "this would be perfect for [15] and [18]." Before I left the place through the revolving doors ahead of me, I went through a closet door. I just walked quickly and this guy in a yellow raincoat passed me. Just before I pushed the door to leave the bowling alley I turned around and said, "Keanu?" And the guy in the raincoat turned around, replied "yeah," and it was Keanu Reeves, who else?
Then there was this whole part in some poorly-lit room that was like bra ceremony for [15], who was getting the new piece of lingerie, and it was dark green. All I know is that it was too small because I got to put it on [15] and it seemed tight. [15] wore it and only it for the rest of the dream, which then took place in my house's living room. [15] was leaving and everyone had to say goodbye. I was last in line and [18] was first. the people between us were non-descript, though I thought that one was [19]. Just before [15] faced me to say goodbye I thought about the prospect of never seeing [15] again and I started sobbing.
tight hug, "be careful" "be carfeul" everyone left...
huge makeout scene (just kissing), I knew it was [15]
[18] came down the stairs and hadn't realized we were making out, which i guess I was worried about
[5.1]'s mom turned into [5.1]'s dad, in [2]'s room, then table scene with [15] still in the green bra. lots of little details remembered by [5.1]'s mom.
little handshakes at the end, definitely botched it with [1.65] at the end, my pinky was the only thing that caught, but [1.65] didn't mind.
Then there was this whole part in some poorly-lit room that was like bra ceremony for [15], who was getting the new piece of lingerie, and it was dark green. All I know is that it was too small because I got to put it on [15] and it seemed tight. [15] wore it and only it for the rest of the dream, which then took place in my house's living room. [15] was leaving and everyone had to say goodbye. I was last in line and [18] was first. the people between us were non-descript, though I thought that one was [19]. Just before [15] faced me to say goodbye I thought about the prospect of never seeing [15] again and I started sobbing.
tight hug, "be careful" "be carfeul" everyone left...
huge makeout scene (just kissing), I knew it was [15]
[18] came down the stairs and hadn't realized we were making out, which i guess I was worried about
[5.1]'s mom turned into [5.1]'s dad, in [2]'s room, then table scene with [15] still in the green bra. lots of little details remembered by [5.1]'s mom.
little handshakes at the end, definitely botched it with [1.65] at the end, my pinky was the only thing that caught, but [1.65] didn't mind.
Friday, January 13, 2006
Jungle Species
The room wasn't just mine. It was mine plus many, many elements from Ferris Bueller's room - most notably the stereo that he throws a baseball at as his parents come up the staircase. Just like during consciousness, the little wing flutter woke me up. I did that whole horizontal spin move fight-or-flight-i-think-i'll-hyperventilate mechanism - those are insects for you for me. It was definitely crawling past this painting of a jungle above my bed, which i was sharing with [18]. she was freaking out because at this point i got up and was just staring the mother-fucker down. It definitely had two really long, rigid antennae. Kind of like those at the end of a barbecue fork thing. When it crawled behind the jungle painting I started yelling, "I still know where you are fucker! I still know it!" I mean that's actually a pretty rare display of courage in the face of an insect so I kind of wonder why that confidence was present. Anyway it stuck it's "tines" out from the jungle painting and I said, "Aha!" Then the SEG switched to a wide shot of the room from the jungle painting camera and I realized that there were three people in the room, the third was [9], who I always thought looked like a monkey. She was standing in the corner behind me and watching me flip out. [18] curled up at the corner of the bed and watched the insect travel along the walls behind the different posters. Everything rotated and as it did I was sitting on the bed huddled up and the door opened and it was [8]. I quickly kicked the door closed with [8] inside. The creature and [8] would have collided but he just calmly picked up a small dart from the floor and kid of sidearm/submarined it right at the insects head and killed it. When he picked it up it wasn't a roach with barbecue tines sticking out of its head but a truly ridiculous species. It had bright green and yellow surf-gear-looking wings, about a foot wide, and the crazy antenna had disappearred. It wasn't a roach anymore either, instead it was distinctly a slug with one end that led into the wings (the end that had been the tines, i'd imagine), and one end that turned into a black and yellow screwdriver.
My analysis: So it's the typical insect fear thing. [8] is amazing at both dealing with bugs and doing random tiny things really precisely. I always thought [8] liked the monkey girl though he probably doesn't. Clearly I was either acting protective for the split second, when I realized there was someone with me. But the fact that I stood up and left [18] there to die is somewhat troubling. The jungle painting and the messy room recalls how nervous I am about keeping a dirty, humid room - fearing insects. The barbecue thing is beyond me, maybe horns or like an exaggeration of the power of a stupid roach. The fact that the roach was crawling on the walls above my bed is also indicative of specific fear that insects will get off the ground and go in my mouth. Maybe that's why the fork. I don't know why [8] had to save me, though I probably needed to be saved - and why did I kick the door closed and then see [9]? Did I need her approval or was I looking to see what she thought of the prospect of [8] saving the day? I don't think it was approval, she was there for [8]. The precision thing is just characterization of [8] - it's spot on - but the fact that it turned into the weird-ass creature thing is beyond me. A screwdriver-headed, half-matured slug with surfboard wings? The screwdrivers were definitely the screwdrivers that I grew up with around the house. The slug is probably the insect I fear least though I still am creeped out by it. The transition into the butterfly-like thing with surfboard wings makes no sense. Was it a caterpillar? It's finally getting hazy.
My analysis: So it's the typical insect fear thing. [8] is amazing at both dealing with bugs and doing random tiny things really precisely. I always thought [8] liked the monkey girl though he probably doesn't. Clearly I was either acting protective for the split second, when I realized there was someone with me. But the fact that I stood up and left [18] there to die is somewhat troubling. The jungle painting and the messy room recalls how nervous I am about keeping a dirty, humid room - fearing insects. The barbecue thing is beyond me, maybe horns or like an exaggeration of the power of a stupid roach. The fact that the roach was crawling on the walls above my bed is also indicative of specific fear that insects will get off the ground and go in my mouth. Maybe that's why the fork. I don't know why [8] had to save me, though I probably needed to be saved - and why did I kick the door closed and then see [9]? Did I need her approval or was I looking to see what she thought of the prospect of [8] saving the day? I don't think it was approval, she was there for [8]. The precision thing is just characterization of [8] - it's spot on - but the fact that it turned into the weird-ass creature thing is beyond me. A screwdriver-headed, half-matured slug with surfboard wings? The screwdrivers were definitely the screwdrivers that I grew up with around the house. The slug is probably the insect I fear least though I still am creeped out by it. The transition into the butterfly-like thing with surfboard wings makes no sense. Was it a caterpillar? It's finally getting hazy.
Monday, January 9, 2006
Alone in the City Street
sites like this piss me right off. minimal value, lots of broken conventions, a four. a four. an excerpt, and a salutation:
"A flourish of trout approached
The Royal Stent and
Duprois unholstered his handgun
and began firing into the
water. A few geese on the fringes
of the lake flapped up and flew
away. There was one kind of fatass
goose (as always is the case)
that just [went through the motions]
and then went back to
like sucking at a chunk of moss
hoping to find a piece of fried
chicken or something."
~ MEMG 3
until next time, z911
"A flourish of trout approached
The Royal Stent and
Duprois unholstered his handgun
and began firing into the
water. A few geese on the fringes
of the lake flapped up and flew
away. There was one kind of fatass
goose (as always is the case)
that just [went through the motions]
and then went back to
like sucking at a chunk of moss
hoping to find a piece of fried
chicken or something."
~ MEMG 3
until next time, z911
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